Whose I Am

Legacy. Mom always taught me to leave a place better than how you found it. Accomplishing this, people will think highly of me and possibly invite me back. Why should I care about the thoughts and perception of other people? Because of whose I am.

My first reflection I desire to leave on people is my best impression of a Christ-like life. My second impression I hope to attain is a great projection of my blood family's values they have instilled in my character.

I know I have messed up in both arenas, in my representation of God and my representation of my family, but thank God, both are forgiving. This is the huge key in continuing to acquire forgiveness in life - you have to give it first.

However, after getting right one with the other - What would my Mom and Dad say about me if they were to testify of my person, my character? 

How would God tackle that same endeavor? Do I make Him proud? I know God is faithful and just to forgive me as long as I confess and forgive others (1 Jn. 1:9; Matt. 6:6:14-15) Do I put a smile on His face? Do I walk in forgiveness and the Fruits of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23)?

When I reflect on my youth, I find it interesting that Mom and Dad did not push, force, or even direct me toward a life-goal or certain hobby. I entertained sports, piano, chorus, even thought about the Navy. However, I was not the next All-Star in any sport, famous singer on any stage or actor in any movie.

I have lived what I consider a "normal" life and am grateful. However, with this normal life has come two written books, a written and video blog I maintain, teachings in the church I have been honored to give, mission trips I have traveled on, choir participation and solo performances - all while attempting to share God's Light to my friends around me.

Many times I feel like there is so much more to do and what I have done already is simply - Standard. Perhaps none of my actions in-and-of-themselves are "special", but when I begin feeling this way I remember who I do this for and why and it carries me through till the next time I can show Whose I Am.