I need a push through all this. Even more-so, I need your help, your leadership, guidance, and direction along the way. I need peace. I need everything you can give me. For “every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” (James 1:17)

I’ve got decisions to make. I have a slew of people that need to be healed. There is stress needing to be released. There are goals I desire to achieve. I am getting more concerned about world, national, state, and local affairs – or at least more observant. There are personal dreams I know will not be fulfilled and some that are in no-man’s-land. The list goes on, my muscles tighten-up, and my spirit is sad and weary for a reply from Heaven.

In all this jumbled up mess that is me I know Lord that you know all this. I know Lord that you love me and care. I know that you are the one person that understands me the best. I just wish I had all or at least some of the answers to my list - printed on a piece of paper, lying on a silver platter, descended from Heaven on a pillow-shaped cloud – so that I can make a dent in life.

Looking to you Lord, the Glory and the Lifter of my head,

Chadwick Evan